SHANICE

I MISS SCHOOL?

2010-01-19T18:07:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT ME. The first picture is like me and BFFF advertising for some samsung handphone. Our phones are similar, but her's better. MISSED bfff so much, suddenly appreciated school. This holiday is so unusual, i've been doing housework, doing loads of shopping, which i got tired. But most importantly, i got to meet up with bfff anytime i want:D
WE must keep in touch. Before the o's, we actually decided to cut bangs after the whole examination, but decided not to. cause we would look like 2 dolls wandering in the mall instead of sitting on the shelf in the departmental store.
Anyway, i recommend a show called ' hai pai tian xin' to you. Show luo is so multi-talented, his expressions are indescribable. Its not on broadcast, so i guess you gotta get it on youtube.

And people snatching food and stuff, fighting for survival in HAITI is so human liked. Bravo to the only girl who is heading to haiti now on the second team there to give help.

MUST WATCH.

2009-06-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

DEDICATED TO CINDY.
drop-dead handsome:)

http://www.youtube.com/swf/l.swf?iurl=http%3A%2F%2Fi2.ytimg.com%2Fvi%2F5AHzIq_n-DQ%2Fhqdefault.jpg&color1=0xcc2550&fs=1&rel=1&title=Taylor+Swift+-+You+Belong+With+Me+-+Official+Mu...&border=1&avg_rating=4.86535303777&video_id=5AHzIq_n-DQ&length_seconds=229&allow_embed=1&swf=http%3A%2F%2Fs.ytimg.com%2Fyt%2Fswf%2Fcps-vfl102521.swf&sk=Rr4nlJIquPXTeYyzhYegf951BHFyBm_KC&color2=0xe87a9f&allow_ratings=1&hl=en&cr=US&eurl=

2009-05-27T00:46:00.000-07:00

每天三个小时的华文is enough to take my life.

MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM

2009-05-27T00:36:00.000-07:00

2009-05-15T16:52:00.000-07:00

Right, this is so pathetically scandalous. I still cant find a reason why i gotta be congested with the working life in the mrt on friday. i declined cq's date for dental. It kinda spoilt my mood. And it was kind of freaky there, everyone was wearing a mask or something, and i got this green sticker which was sort of an approval.
Anyway, MYE 's are over. This feeling is sooooo great. Now, i can spare time for my MTV, project runway and shop for my sneakers:D BFF said she's not gona make it for the class outing if there is, but i have no idea whether i am going. OOH, got back my piano practical results. I passed on the dot, which left me surprised, because i thought the examiner was really nice:D
And everybody gets obsessed with the show that is tonight, U channel at 9.15. Some f4 korean gangsters? So glad sis and I watched it on youtube last night till 12, cause i got a party later on. Love stayovers, and we're having movie marathon tonight!
Cant wait for the Shakespeare's play.

2009-04-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

According to SEVENTEEN mag, im a free spender.
According to face book, i should be in Raffles girls and my date is Joe Jonas.
mood: astonished

Speech day was fun, the one reason i love guides.
You, say no more.

2009-03-23T04:44:00.000-07:00

MY favourite cousins.

So encraving for next saturday's date at the chalet. Its our aunt's birthday present:)

and what's with the vibrator?!

i love BFF,

and its true.

missed ya, girl!

Buying love is the name of the game.

2009-03-19T22:37:00.001-07:00

According to today's Straits Times on urban, I am a codependent spender.
Buying love is the name of the game.
It seems that i shop to relieve stress, and may sometimes over spent.
Due to material comfort.

oh great, i miss everyone at school.

A little bit MAD.

2009-03-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

Alright, it was quite insane and inane to actually read the dictionary. I got so tired i started doing foolish things. It's like the word's in your head for one minute, the next its gone.

Anyway, there was this really stupid and hilarious thing that happen on family outing day. Dad was just nice driving near ERP when it was going to be off ( 9.30 am). Yeah, and jams on expressway was usual. But the most funny part is, all the cars stop just to wait for the ERP to be off, and we saw the light went off, and cars started moving again:)

We headed for Jurong Point. Mum kept saying it was humongous, so we decided to take a look. It was really huge, and if you're finding somewhere of everything under one roof, this place might be good for you. It has all the shops you can possibly name in town. We walked till our legs got tired and almost got lost in the middle of nowhere, but im definitely going back. Golden addidas watch caught my eye. Haha.
The movies didnt opened until 11.30 but by that time, we were already at bukit panjang trying to buy movie tickets. We watched mall cop, instead of security guard( laughs). This really fat man up there, he's cute. You should watch, I thought the plot was pretty nice. Yeah, and swensens having this one-to-one meal right now, you only pay for one meal but you get two. We were famished and dad actually wanted to order earthquake, but we gave him that glare.
A swim really distress you off.

Me and sis are anticipating for the confessions of a shopaholic. Shopping therapy and stuff.
A handbag? Absolutely.
and im quite intrigued with zac efron's seventeen again. He looks adorable.

And im so gona own one of them when i grow up:D

His Last Note

2009-03-19T20:58:00.000-07:00

Doctor who ended his life under the bridge in Melbourne.

I have decided to end my life.
I will do so happily, at peace with the life I have lived.
Yet unfortunately, I am also painfully aware of the pain I am causing a number of people
- my family, dear friends, and others whom my actions have hurt or inconvenienced.
Therefore, I am penning a brief, inadequate, yet hopefully comforting letter to attempt an explanation for not only my jettison of an old life and all it represents,
but the entirety of thought I've processed during.

I am performing this task of writing with reluctance and brevity, so please forgive any lack of insight or substance that might have been hoped for. I am not depressed, and never have been. I was, however, intensely unhappy at the point of my departure from home, family and friends.
My job was terrible - no joy, no satisfaction, 10-14 hours a day of > nothing.
A prison.
One of my own forging, perhaps, by signing a contract with the SAF at the age of 18.
Youth was not an excuse, yes, but I refused to accept being deceived into believing things about the nature of my employment that were simply untrue.
12 years of bonded service became potentially 15 or 16, became unbreakable, became stifling to the point of utter hopelessness.
How can a bond be unbreakable?
How can it be extended at will by an administration, simply by passing a paper?
And how can the people subject to this bond not even question it, but instead sit in silent resentment and ultimate dissatisfaction?
I was angry, so angry, which stemmed ultimately from a sense of waste and imprisonment so profound that I had no choice but to leave it entirely.
To the people within this system, please change it to better benefit yourselves and future generations, instead of creating a self-perpetuating cycle of at best, painful obligation, and at worst, utter despair.
That was certainly the main cause of my severing of ties.
However, it is not the only one.
I can happily say that I have led a full life, despite it ending at the age of 27.
I have many friends, some true friends among whom I value very highly (if you are reading this, you know who you are).
Thank you for your love, trust and friendship.
Especially those who sought to contact me after I left, long after even, you are truly special people.
My family is loving, despite flaws which are inherent in every family.
My father is a strong man, with excellent values and incredible purpose, traits my brother has inherited well, and I respect them both for it.
My mother has so much love, and persistently gave it to me even though I was frequently undeserving.
And my sister, I love you so much, you are the one I hated leaving the most.
I have been fortunate to have been blessed with health, intelligence, and talent for a number of things, and even further blessed to have been able to apply these things to my life.
I only hope that through the years, this life of mine has caused more good and happiness than pain and unhappiness.
However, I have also developed a number of unsavory qualities which I dislike about myself. I have lied, deceived, badmouthed and hurt people whom I care about, in enough frequency to be somewhat repulsed by myself for it.
Foolish pride has reared its ugly head in my life more often than I care to admit, and fractured perfectly good relationships.
I have only truly loved (and stilI love) one woman, despite my numerous flings, and the failure of that relationship destroyed me in many ways.
I retaliated by in tum hurting many people after, and I apologise, so much, for doing so.
My best friend - the small betrayal you perpetrated was just that, so small.
Why haven't we spoken since? I value your friendship so much.
There's so much more that I could say and want to say, but I have to be satisfied and hope that this is all I should say. So I come to the crux of this letter -
I am deeply sorry, for the pain I have caused, and the follies I have perpetrated during my brief life.
Yet I am also very, very thankful for the blessings I have received, and the many joys I have experienced, through love, family and friendship.
I sincerely hope that my passing causes minimal grief, and that these words help to do just that.
Perhaps my final act is one of cowardice, but I like to think of it as one of resolution.
I do not believe in an afterlife, or a God. Death should be final and absolute.
In my time away from home, I have come to reinforce my belief that all ideologies, religions and dogmata of our day are merely facades with which to perpetuate our lives.
I have no sufficient investment or interest in any such temporal or spiritual thinking, and this is the main thrust of my decision to pass from the world.
I die happy, at peace, almost eager to see what comes next, if anything at all.

march hol

2009-03-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT THAT. IM GONA GET IT.

Right, brother got his first pay anddddd HE SPENT ON HIS IPOD. oh goodness, its like his only valuable asset he can bring into army. Because camera phone is not allowed. Right, he had slimmed down indeed. Look like my real HANDSOME brother right now. He's really encouraging, appreciate the mp3 he bought for me and understanding when parents can be quite difficult at times. Anyway, bought my new LEVI'S watch, pretty nice, really love the lighting. Was there figuring out the watch in the bus, and goddamn rain. Three cheers for my voice is back, though it cant hit high notes anymore. But i'll drink more medicine.

THANK YOU isaac for taking care of my bottle. You seemed real amazed by the design:)

Right, it seemed real fast time has passed. End of Term 1. Piano Exam this wed. Life is so difficult. But thank god, DAD's bringing us out this thursday. YEAH TENNIS.

2009-02-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

me and my best friend.
me and those fucking bitches.

2009-02-06T18:09:00.000-08:00

YOU should have seen what had happened on P.E day this week. 12 of us got hit by the ball, i think. Only three left out, and one is me. Ever since i found out about the ball hitting phenomenal, i started to dodge a lot. But we scored a lot and it was a pretty fun captain's ball game. I hope jonea win st. nicks. Yesterday's X country was fun, though the weather always make sure it was hazy at this particular day each year, but we manange to finish our run. I fell twice, and almost sprained my ankle. Chen ruo was accompanying, but i ran off because i wanted to get top 50. WEIXUAN, cheer up. love you bro, and dont be sad.

2009-01-30T18:40:00.001-08:00

Talked to Mrs. Anne about my design dream, encouraged me on catching project runway. So in love with daily American Idol. shanice:" Could Obama actually sing?" Created my FB , and now's ready to add add add. Guides this week was fun, prepared for thinking day. Clare gona tie my hair, im first:D Having reunion at aunt's house later, only bother is my assignments. OHMYGOSH, you're so gona like my class tee.

MY FRESH MANICURE.

2009-01-30T18:31:00.000-08:00

2009-01-24T21:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY REUNION.

LOVE that lady over there.

2009-01-21T01:29:00.001-08:00

HEY MR. PRESIDENT.

2009-01-20T00:48:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year, hope your wishes come true.

2009-01-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

School has been hectic. Im so intoxicated with the CNY coming up, all my clothe getting ready in my closet. This Saturday is a BIG date, especially with DAD. Hasn't got his present, gotta go find find. Tons of homework everyday, no more dreading of time. Everything is so fast speed ahead. But i sure do know my BFF and BEST look undeniably hot without the glasses. Oops, i kinda said 'hidden talent' . Bought my bag yesterday, going pastamania with best this thurs.
I know CNY is near, and its so ****ing infuriating why it isnt here.

Dear bitches, sorry cant make it for WWW.
You know i love you all and i do.

The truth still has to be told somehow.
I dont know why but it just hurts so much.
Its funny how its so clear that we're worlds' apart
but something's just keeping us together

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2009-01-02T00:30:00.000-08:00

alright, HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR. Really not prepared for the new year this time, was busy counting down, but no scream in my heart deep down. Anyway, first day of school today. It was pretty fun, having to meet clique and love. I was so shocked finding out who exactly was our form teacher and its MS. SUAN. kinda glad, yeah. and and.
BIG THANKS TO JIAWEI FOR KATY PERRY'S ALBUM. Im like so dying to get that, and it feels like the best gift on earth. thank you thank you mua:D
Really liked this nike bag i saw today.
*coughs*I*coughs*WANT*coughs*NIKE*coughs.* !!!!!!
and its so glad to go out with jiawei and phillina.
I so missed her, she's the greatest girl you would have ever met. I dont mean size. I still remember our first met at the sports day.

XOXO
shane.

Give me some of that.

2008-12-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

Okay, really loveeee this above. I love high-waisted pants, like always. Catches my eye on the mag, esp seventeen mag. Duh, buy it monthly. Chinese New Year is just a month away, so getting ready to put on my newly-dressed clothes. E-X-C-I-T-E-D! School is this friday, so great cause we gona end early and gotta date with Jiawei best2. So missing my clique, and their laughter. Gona countdown tomorrow, and everybody going ' OOH, HAPPY NEW YEAR' and stuff. Once long, you will get sick of it. Toodles.

2008-12-27T00:34:00.000-08:00

Blog is sooo dead. Christmas was awesome yet something's amiss. Hitting dinner with ENTIRE family love later, so eggcited. Right, cryings and screaming left at the singapore flyer. Once so excited, now kinda not. Its freaky, and really wasting of time, but sure a great experience. Like flying in the air for HOURS? I think the money is worthwhile.
My ride on the flyer? Maybe next time. HAHAHAH. Christmas was great, but not white. Everybody made time here, and my heart melted when prezzie time. I love the whole tearing-up-your-presents-like-a-kid kind of mood. Its like the something's there for you, the whole world awaiting what it is:D

impressive

2008-12-16T20:03:00.000-08:00

You know, im always impressed with the tagboard color i came up with.
Because it always attracts me first when i come to my bloggy to reply taggies.
Oh. And big news to me, because singapore doesnt sell katy perry's album.
I should have bought it in Malaysia over the trip.
Sorry best2, for rattling over the phone.
Im going through the process of disappointment, admiration and confusement.
Its kinda crazy actually.
Just managed to finish my holidays assignments, and watched twilight twice.
Caught Robert Pattison on MTV, which is edward.
and sis says he looks weird, and you know what.
Fans says his best assets is his uberliciously long and gel-ed hair.
which i thought was quite true, its really nice.
Q.U.I.Z.

1.Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
> SUPER.
2.Who are you missing right now?
>seriously, the whole entire school.
3.Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
> Im lost for words.
4.How many bedrooms are there in your house?
> 5.
5.Is there a reason for your profile song?
> Always.
6.Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
>Definitely not, she's my best friend.
7.Who was your last text message from?
> MUMMY.
8.What time did you wake up this morning?
> 8.30
9.If someone liked you right now, would you want him to tell you?
> i dislike people who keep to themselves.
10.Did you mean it when you said " i love you" last?
> YES YES.
11.Is it okay to kiss people when you are single?
> yeh, girlfriends always exchange kisses.
12.What is wrong with you now?
> wrong that im normal.
13.Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
> uhm, i would be 25 by then. maybe, it depends on the proposer.
14.Would you kiss someone to make your ex jealous?
> i dont kiss anyone okay.
let's skip 15 and 16.
17.Do you tell your mum everything?
> nope, good girl gone bad.Already.
18.Who was the last person you cried in front of?
> the phone, with lance.
19.Have you told anybody you loved them today?
> no, but i love them always.
20.Who can you trust?
CLIQUE.

quiz 2. oh goodness.
1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
> head?
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
> fresh.
3.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
>CLARA.
4.Would you consider yourself as spoiled?
> I think so. teenagers.
5.Would you ever donate blood?
> im afrais of injections, if not i will.
6.Have you ever had a best friend of the opp sex?
> yes, weixuan.
7.Do you want someone dead?
> you mean vampire?
8.What does your last text says?
> i aint gona tell you.
9.What are you thinking right now?
> to complete these quizes.
10.Do you wish somebody was with you right now?
> yeah, to relieve this stress.
skip 11
12. Where did you buy the shirt you are wearing too?
> surprisingly, its free too.
skipped 13 and 14.

oh my god. im worn out.
need chocolate for energy.

CHRISTMAS, yay.

2008-12-16T19:49:00.000-08:00

i love christmas trees, they looked so good. If only i could plant one at my backyard.
Take a peek at these lightings made out of recycable plastic bottles, esp when hand-made by the less fortunate. Its really sweet and imaginative. Sis and I grew so excited, we took the camera from Mum. Santa, come quickly.

GOD DAMN, UNFINISHED QUIZZES TO COMPLETE.

2008-12-12T17:16:00.000-08:00

tagged by M.R. ShiJing

1.Who is your ONE best friend? my ONE clique.
2. How long do you know him/her? 3 years, but it feels like a century.
3. Upload a picture of you & him/her? ooh, countless.
4. Is the person that tagged you your best friend? good friend indeed.
5. Describe the person that tagged you? funny, sociable, great friend to chat with.
6. How do you get to know the person that tagged you? cause he tagged me back.
7. Ever regretted from knowing some friend? nopedy nopedy nope.
8. If your best friend betrayed you, what will you do? she wouldnt, maybe walk away.
9. It's your best friend birthday. What would you give him/her? A KISS,
10. Say something grateful to your best friend. no you, no me.

tagged by shijing (A) and weixuan(B).

1. who's the person that tagged you? only the first one.
2. Relationship between you and him? good friend and great brother.
3.Three impressions of both him? A- great dancer, funny and nice. B-great listening ear, sociable and cheeky?
4.If he becomes your enemy, you will? they wouldnt, and i hate this repeated question.
5.What will you say to the person you like very much? i like you?
6.Characteristic i like about myself? no hesitation when doing something, which is bad.
7.Charateristic i hate about myself? i love myself from top to toe.
8.For the person you hate, you say? bitch.
9.What do people feel about you? so, how am i to you?
10.Your crush? Oops, he disappeared.

Bearing with an injured leg, finishing quizzes.
CLAP CLAP for shanice.

back from penang

2008-12-10T18:49:00.000-08:00

its good to be home, real home.
was getting homesick once i stepped out of home to head overseas.
i wasnt really liking ot there.
many museums everyday, and i shockingly saw bowenians seniors there.
and me and my sis accidentally bought the same swimming costume,
which i thought was so hilarious,
because she was trying when i was at the counter with dad,
and she came up with the same one, like ohmygosh.
but the chocolate factory and bit of shopping kinda boost the trip.
bought presents for my clique and chocolates for my family.
T.I.R.A.M.I.S.U chocolate, excited?
lol, i tried chilli chocolate.
its really interesting, you get this spice feeling down your throat when its goes down.
really fun too, but its not long term.
guess i was missing everyone,
and went to class chalet ytd.
so glad i made it,
got to talked to people i missed so much.
best, best2, weixuan and best of all, wei leong.
he was there, yay!
cause i feel really bad not turning up for the previous bbq.
and had a great talk between our own group.
and nice truth or dare too,
really crazy ideas they came up with.
will upload the photos in penang next time ,
and enjoy the song t-shirt.

out on my own again.

2008-12-02T19:01:00.001-08:00

OH GOODNESS.
i'll be like away in 2 days time,
out there, shopping with the tour group.
seriously, i dont appreciate tours when i was young.
pretty young, i guess.
And what i would do is doze off in the bus,
great i love long BUS TRIPS.
sitting there, plucked with my media player, with great music in your ears every minute.
i totally forgotten i had piano today,
my face is so burnt like its been on a barberque pit.
Wasnt feeling well every since lunch yesterday,
thats what happens when you over-eat. oh well.
My life is not my own.
Filtering at home bores me,
tried some new pletes hairstyle which i thought was kinda cute.
maybe i'll go to school with pletes everyday,
ITS never out of fashion.

say W.A.T.E.R

2008-12-02T04:00:00.000-08:00

Went out on a date with KP family just yesterday.
HAPPY BDAE CINDY BEST.
i really hope you enjoyed it.
Though we sort of know that you found out about the hidden cake,
well our amighty plan failed.
but happy birthday girl:D
And we were like against the flow in the mrt because of the flow of people.
great banging and smashing.

Today was GREAT FUN.
went to anchorvale cc for that uber great swimming pool,
plan a date with all the cousins out.
And nothing could be more appealing than the colourful slides there.
Once i stepped in, we took four rounds of that slide.
There was once i couldnt breathe,
but its a great experience,
and great SUN TANNING too.
right, now im black.
YEAH OBAMA.
went on with lunch together at cartel at serangoon gardens.
uhh, BIG SERVING i couldnt finished.
but managed to, sis had a sudden big appetite.
great, growing process.
yeah, excited about my overseas trip,
shopping spree all the way:D

Love shaniceXOOX

shopping with my bestaye

2008-11-27T00:05:00.000-08:00

We were so early today,
we reached even when shops aren't opened yet.
Best2 wanted to try Durian Solo,
and F.Y.I,
if u haven't tried one, you SHOULD.
because you wont regret, even if you weren't a durian lover.
best2 likes it, so do I.
We got our earrings at discount on second item,
and it sort of seemed to me that we were actually preparing for prom.
Yeah, grew so excited after seeing the great hair do on milly yesterday by mum.
Its so great, im gona have free make up from mydearmum.
and she offered for my clique too.
and mouth smelled of durian after the meal,
which is why mum hated it.
Missed the long bus trips with best2,
great we took it a again.
BabyL called from hk,
hope he's doing fine.

more about katy perry.

2008-11-25T01:35:00.001-08:00

she's sucha miss personality.

went out with jiawei best2 today.

It was exceptionally fun, i must say.

We were on topics all day long together.

Its just so great to click, and

oops, sorry for not getting any clothe.

and trying out shades and shoppping with best2 was fabulous.

It was so fun to search mum's face at far east.

and thanks best2 for that roxy big clutch.

hit there more often yeah,

and excited about our sentosa trip too.

missing my CLIQUE.

toodles, MUA.

P.S. PLEASE listen to poker face by Lady Gaga, couldnt get the song.

Warm Welcome

2008-11-23T19:09:00.000-08:00

okay, here's my fav artiste. KATY PERRY. catch mtv europe awards on sat, 2pm.

Here are some of the pictures i took at temasek poly while working as an ice-cream girl.
I love design school. Guess what, all these clothes were made out of recycled materials.
Gorgeous, aren't they?